1st Trimester woes

I’m going to go ahead and say it. I totally forgot what the first part of pregnancy is really all about and if I had remembered more clearly I think I would have been a bit more leery about volunteering for this.
Blah blah blah – we’re excited. Leave that out of it. But me not feeling well 18 out of the 24 hours in a day? I could do with out. I was busy when I was pregnant with Jessica, my mind was on something other than the baby playing poker with my emotions and immune system – you know like counting change for the bank customers or reading an enormous amount of inter company memo’s. This time around? I’m busy, sure – putting puzzles together for the 4th time this morning, listening to Elmo talk about “wee wee” and “woo woo” and playing interference when child throws a fit because no, it’s not ok to eat cookies for breakfast.
It’s not that I’m unhappy by most means. I’m just, so bored. My brain feels like mush half the time and all Jessica wants to do is play. Yay! Can we please? Oh but wait, mommy has to dry heave into the toilet again … can you pretend to make me some juice?

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