I’m exhausted! Let’s chat …
School’s coming to a close and it feels like we’re busier ENDING the year than we should be, but hey. Such is life. I’ve been hunting for a place to live again recently. Every day.
I want out of this apartment, ok? There I said it. I am done with this space. I don’t mind renting elsewhere (read: in school district for our kids) but we can’t find a home to rent. And we’ll buy a house!! We will buy a stupid house. Met with a banker and everything – pre-approved. Ready to roll … only …
Now we can’t find a house. So I’m about to walk up to some strangers in the neighborhood we’d like to land in and ask very nicely if they would please move out of our way already … here’s a check.
And yet the catch-22 remains. The banks love you debt free, but wait – you don’t have debt? And there’s still (always) decisions regarding our businesses up in the air.
I definitely think that in 2 months everything will look differently I’m just having a hard time with the here and now.
Although I know when this season is over there will be parts of it I miss and feel lonely without. Being Fluid this year has turned out to be an exercise in self-control as well as letting go.
Apparently neither of which are my strong points. Touche, life … touche.